我思故我在

24/12, being robbed and assaulted, 14 cuts, 29 stitches.
25/12, admitted to prince court till now.
27/12, received her call, mixed feeling, but i know i am not in her mind anymore.
31/12, last day in 2009, mixed emotions. a week just past since incident. i remembered, i reminded, i reviewed.

我思故我在,没有以前,就没有现在。